Having thus excluded conversation and desisted from study, he had neither business nor amusement. His ideas, therefore, being neither renovated by discourse nor increased by reading, wore gradually away, till at last his anger congealed into madness.
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Berdache Boy
Berdache Boy
He may throw like a girl,
But he fucks like a man. Wild, stroking
Hands, coarse with callous, through
Disheveled strands of black stallion
Mane; the sweat, wayward pearls
Pouring from crown to cheeks to chest, down
To the cathedral carved
Into the contours of rigid hips.
His kiss is mist, gentle.
Berdache, holy man who makes love
To men, primal and sweet,
An old indigenous tradition,
Cloaked in the French word for
Faggot and reframed into broken
Dichotomy. Two-spirit
Boys born to be shamans; now, shadowed
With shame, exiles outcast
To closets, to caves, to empty deserts.
He has been wandering,
His eyes closed, his hands tightly folded,
And he opens to my
touch, to the sensation of warm, moist
Breath that condenses and
Beads wet necklaces around his nape.
The sweat transforms his skin
To slick, mossy slabs of granite: strong,
Solid and slippery;
And his thighs taste of the tides. Thrusting,
The torque of his torso
Is taut bowstring tense with pointed length
Of an arrow flèched with
Feathers. Within him is the ocean.
The sweat is salty spray;
And, I am swimming him, breathing his
Water, whirlpool of flesh,
Without shame, diving into deep, dark
Mysterious seas, wild
With waves of swirling black hair shining
Obsidian in bright
Moonlight. There is sugar in his step,
They say, his wrist is limp,
Soft like his shy lisp. His kiss whispers
Hidden strength and his posture speaks shame.
Berdache boy stand up!
Answer faggot with fearlessness. Howl
Windstorm songs from your heart.
Warrior! Teach us your wisdom as we welcome
You into the tribe that has always been yours.
Berdache boy! We are waiting for you to leap,
To swell with courage and immerse yourself within
Water.
Moonlight.
Tribe.
Your own sacred nature.
May the full moon lift your undulating body into the harbor of my open arms
Until you fully become the ebb and the flow of your pulsating heart,
Until you fully become who it is that you were truly born to be.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
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Friday, May 06, 2011
YouTube - Sac State Jazz Singers at Monterey - "All Along the Watchtower" - Battlestar Galactica
YouTube - Sac State Jazz Singers at Monterey - "All Along the Watchtower" - Battlestar Galactica: ""
The Sacramento State Jazz Singers just nailed Bear McCreary's BSG version of "All Along the Watchtower." If you don't get chills listening to this, you're dead inside.
Monday, May 02, 2011
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